problem :[ advice pls.:[

Its hard for me to give him up, Its hard for me to say goodbye. Its hard for me to let him go and just forget about him, and move on. Its hard for me to accept the truth, Its hard for me to give her the boy I love.

I thought he would be happy if I tried letting go. I thought that his life would be okay, if i start disappearing, and I thought that If I act like I don't love him, everything would be okay. But then, one day, the day when I told myself to start letting go, the day when I told myself to start my new life again, I saw him being so sad, and Its hard for me to see him being so emotional, and being so sad. I never saw him like that before..

And in that day, wherein I tried to forget all about him, he talked to me, smiled at me. [A smile that you were waiting for a long time]and looked into my eyes, which you've also been waiting for a long time.

Why? Why today, the day wherein i told myself to give you up? Why are you doing these to me? these are the questions that came up into my mind.

And then, I found the answer, an answer which you never expected. An answer that would really give you pain and problems...

now I have a very, very, very, very, important question, that I really need the answer....

Why can't I stop loving you? Why can't I forget about you, Is it really that hard?

..... I still love you , and I never did stop

maeisout

Sigh. Him huh. LOL. uhm. Just give yourself some time to think you know so you can make up your mind. If you're going to let him go or continue loving him. Just give it some time, 'kay?

Iv'e thought about it how many times already LOL!!.. you think I should not talk to him?